棉花糖雲朵 Cotton Candy Clouds

我最親愛的陳娃，

今天下班回家時，下了一場又大又詭異的雷陣雨。 每個人都躲在店裡或店家的遮雨棚下，只有我一路跑在雨中。 你知道我很討厭雨，可是今天我沒有任何討厭這場雨的感覺。 在雨中跑回家的感覺很好，像是要把這過去一整個禮拜的不耐都洗刷掉，讓我好好的迎接週末的到來。雨停後，天空出現了照片裡的奇蹟。

你也有看見嗎? 我希望你也有看見這被棉花糖雲朵佈滿的粉紅色天空。它像你走之後我第一次夢到你時，那個夢裡的天空。它就像奇蹟，讓整個紐約發出驚歎，所有人的不如意在這一瞬間，並不存在。

姊姊

Dearest Lisa,

It poured dark and strange after work today. Everyone was hiding inside a store or under its awning, I was the only person running through the rain. You know I absolutely loath the rain, but I wasn’t bothered by it at all today. I felt relieved running through the rain, as if it washed away all the frustrations I had this past week, just to start fresh on the weekend. After the rain, this wonder appeared in the sky.

Did you see it, too? I hope you saw this pink sky that’s been fully adorned with cotton candy clouds. It looked just like the sky in that dream, that first dream of you after your passing. It was a wonder, the entire city was in awe. Nothing mattered at that moment, sadness didn’t belong.

Sis